well I should have my liceses back soon... but now I am in a bind again... I need to give my car insurace another $30 because my payment on that was late, and I still need money for my car payment. Then Insurance acttually can wait in my oppian... but the car payment can't. That is because if I don't make a payment before Dec. 6th a added $17 is on it for a late fee. I rarely ask for help from my family and when I ask no one is willing to help. I know its hard to ask my grandmother just to give up one of two carteains of cigreets she so says she must have every month, just so I can just have a little extra money, all I need is just another $73 and I have my full car payment before the late fee.

Also it seems when I don't really need or want any help is the only time my family is offering me any help.

I so hate being without my car, cause I use to beable to go to the next town over and donate plasma for $20 or more that would help me. But my alinement is all messed up so I can't drive it until I can get money to fix it. Along with I so hate being jobless cause of this fucked up ecomeny, I just really wish I could find something, be it work online, or in person, I just really need a job, because i am feeling more and more missrable everyday and I am really hateing it the more.

I know not many read my journals on FA or DA, but any ways here is a random rant on my life, since things been building up and I just need a nice little relief and let it out.

First, I had been having school money issues with Art Institute, first my aid and loans are in then they disappear on my third and fourth classes. With the third class I had to figure out how to get $50 just to pay for books on part of my missing money that was met for them. Then the fourth class all my aid and loan money disappeared and I never was able to get my books for my point perspective class that I am finishing up right now. Since the Art Institute is having all these money issues with me and other students, I decided to return to the one college I first transferred out of. That is because with Indiana’s Ivy Tech, I don’t need both loans and aid just to take classes, especially when in the end of it all and I graduate I wont having a 90,000 loan waiting to start being paid off with Ivy Tech. That is because if I a choice of pick up student loans with Ivy Tech if I really need it. Art Institute I don’t have that choice cause of how expensive the school is, I need both the 90,000 loan and aid. However, since I am going back to the other college the Art loan should be at no more the 4,000-6,000 right now, as it is. Last thing with the Art Institute is that they never switched me to the degree I want, they just stuck me with Graphic Design, and I wanted to aim for Media Arts and Animation.

However, it isn’t just the school loans that are making me wish I had a job or a stable income, it is also my family. Ever since I moved back, things started out nicely for me, I got into high school and graduated in 2003, but ever since my last year of high school my Aunt V. been treating as if I was a retarded person that is unable to find a good job. It was the last year of high school that my Aunt V. started to call me a ‘Fat Ass Lazy Bitch’. I know she may not recall it anymore, but I haven’t forgotten about it. She called me that then, and then in 2006 when I first started college, the once more in January of 2009 when I first started to plan to transfer to Art Institute. Then she gets pissed at me for stopping this disability stuff because she thinks I am disabled just because occasionally I lose my balance or trip over my own feet. In which that is just natural human clumsiness. She also treats me as if I am a five year old that doesn’t know how to do things on my own. Now as of lately she seems to be turning my grandma to think that about me as well and I recently this month and last have been having just as many fights with her as my Aunt V. All I know is I only want to stay in Indiana until I finish college, and then try to move as far away as possible. I am so tired of my family treating as if I am nothing more than a piece of shit, when in all after grandma has helped me out so many times and I been trying to return the favor. However, in the midst of it all… it is starting to turn out as if I am not welcome to do that because of what my Aunt says. Than as of lately it seems it seems what my aunt wants she gets, just like a spoiled rotten child these days. And because of that the feud between me her and grand just grows bigger like a fires flame when you feed it more wood.

Anyways, if anyone read this, thanks for taking time into doing so and allowing me little relief of small weight being lifted off my shoulders to.

Ginkitsune Yasha

For the Horse Art RPG I made a separate DA page for just now. So the Kyuubi no Kitsune Ranch have its own place for nothing but horses right here now.

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So if you are interested in my stallion, please go there for now on, thank you and I'll be letting the RPG owner know of this real soon.

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I'll stream the digital commissions if you want me to! I would do the sketckes but they are by pencil and I don't have a webcam.

For commissions:

1: please give a character sheet or really good detail on the markings and colors of your characters.
2: I have college classes so please don't be upset if it takes a really long time to get the pictures to you.
3: Oh and one last thing do not pay me until I finish the picture or pictures for you.

Status: open, but no more humans please

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All payments through pay-pal - GinkitsuneYasha2[at]hotmail.com

Prices not negotiable. PLEASE PROVIDE A REFERENCE FOR ALL CHARACTERS. Don’t expect anything extremely detailed; I’d like to keep these simple. If you would like to have the original or a print mailed to you, there will be an additional $2 fee for mailing. U.S. only, please. I reserve the right to reject requests if I feel I cannot complete them or for whatever reason.

Please post in my journal comments if your wanting a commission from me! Then leave me a Note since my e-mail doesn't always like other people's e-mails.

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I'm joining 's HorseArtRPG.
See the rules here: [link]

Welcome to Kyuubi no Kitsune Ranch (Means Nine tailed Fox Ranch)

Stallions:

Kage
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3 Years Old
Kiger Mustang/Rocky Mountain Horse/Friesian
Color: Black with tan markings, eyes are blue and green.
Sire: Unknown
Dame: Unknown

Mares:

Soon to come

Foals:
Fillies:

Soon to come

Colts:

Soon to come

I'll stream the digital commissions if you want me to! I would do the sketckes but they are by pencil and I don't have a webcam.

For commissions:

1: please give a character sheet or really good detail on the markings and colors of your characters.
2: I have college classes so please don't be upset if it takes a really long time to get the pictures to you.
3: Oh and one last thing do not pay me until I finish the picture or pictures for you.

Status: open, but no more humans please

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All payments through pay-pal - GinkitsuneYasha2[at]hotmail.com

Prices not negotiable. PLEASE PROVIDE A REFERENCE FOR ALL CHARACTERS. Don’t expect anything extremely detailed; I’d like to keep these simple. If you would like to have the original or a print mailed to you, there will be an additional $2 fee for mailing. U.S. only, please. I reserve the right to reject requests if I feel I cannot complete them or for whatever reason.

Please post in my journal comments if your wanting a commission from me! Then leave me a Note since my e-mail doesn't always like other people's e-mails.

BOARD OH SO BOARD

I am very bored, and I don't have classes again until Oct. 5th. I been working a little off and on my own fursuit for fun for Halloween since I can't get out of my town for an actual fur con. However, I am also in the mood to draw but feel so uninspired to do so. That is why I have the commission thing up. No the commissions are just for head shots this time, it is for anything asked of me, the price thing is just to give finished example views of the work. Also, I would really appreciate it because I really need some help with my car; I need money to fix it, so I can go back and forth again to help my grandma out more. As well go and donate plasma again for $20 pre-donation, along with being less bloody miserable since I been stuck at my house as of lately 24/7 and my grandma is driving me up the wall. All because we cannot get the stuff, we want with the food stamp card, because we have to rely on my unreliable aunt that ends up spending a huge chunk of the food stamp card on her when the money is grandma’s and mine.

Along the lines with the commissions as I had mentioned once before, I am willing to stream the digital ones, the only ones I cannot stream, even if willing to do so, is the sketches. That is because all the sketches are hand drawn and I don’t have a Web cam right now since my old one is broken. One last thing for the commissions, they don’t just have to be furries I am also willing to do just normal animal drawings to, and my commissions are cheap because I want it that way and it will help me work on my skills when I receive any.